Sometimes people had the oddest of gifts, a most unexpected surprise.
Neiro mulled over the thought, a spherical lollipop dangling from his lips.
He lolled it in his mouth a minute longer before returning his astonished stare to his tall flatmate's back. So focused was he on his task that he had yet to acknowledge his companion's presence, if at all he noticed his entrance.
The short man had always wondered what it was that Silas guarded with such zeal, kept under lock and key and would always slip away to do, so covert in his secretive visits. The brunette, once sure the albino was occupied, would slip away for sometimes hours at a time.
Now though, he only grew less certain, and he gaped with unmasked awe at the faces that stared back at him, each a character in their own right, and a story they would never tell.
There was a sigh and the tall man leaned back in his seat, rolling shoulders and stretching his back.
Now seemed as good a time as any, and Neiro stepped further into the room, "Si, these are amazing!"
Silas jumped and like the crack of a whip, swiveled around.
"Neiro you--" he cleared his throat, "I didn't hear you enter."
"Sorry, I didn't think anyone was home." It made the albino almost chuckle, it wasn't often that he found Silas in such a state, guard down and his composure all but out the window. It was a rare moment where the brunette was caught unawares and unprepared.
"The chimes-"
"Ah 'bout that, I knocked them over as I was heading out earlier." He rubbed the back of his head sheepishly and swiveled the candy in his mouth with an apologetic smile, "Didn't put 'em back 'cause the hook broke. A flash of annoyance briefly crossed the pâtissier's face, but it was quick to pass.
"I'll fix it I swear!" he added in hastily at the other's disapproving scowl. Carefree though he may be, he wasn't boorish enough to test the limits of where hence Silas drew the line and rescind his accommodations.
"I see." the Invalid pushed his chair back and with a withheld groan, stood, and stumbled. Almost immediately the albino was by his side, holding his arm.
"Si-"
"I'm fine. Fine." he grit out between flashes of pain, but accepted the support nonetheless as Neiro helped him up. The aches were getting worse and the waves of streaking pain unrelenting. Odd eyes chanced a glance down and failed to contain the small gasp at what he saw.
Silas coughed and pulled a sheet over it.
"You make all of these yourself?" he turned towards the other dolls with a newfound wonder.
The brunette shifted, "Indeed. a pastime of sorts." he shrugged and adverted his gaze to the shelves, all lined with perfectly sculpted dolls, "Just one of many diversions."
They were ball-jointed dolls (BJDs) to be exact. One of many crafts he had undertaken, and one of which he had practiced for quite a while.
"They're so beautiful." he reached out to pull off the cover partially covering the doll on the table, "Can I...?"
Silas nodded and the albino let out a small noise of glee, lifting the sheet up and gingerly picking up the doll beneath. The Invalid watched his companion so mesmerized by the miniature, and tilted his head, arms crossed, "You don't think them strange?"
"Of course not! Si these, these are beyond amazing! They're so pretty, you should show the others." the words were spoken in excited haste. Neiro grinned up at him with odd eyes, large with delight and wonder, urging him.
And he spoke so earnestly. Silas chuckled and Neiro was momentarily taken aback, "I'm serious Siras!"
Figures that his odd flatmate wouldn't find it disconcerting. The brunette went back to scouring through some leftover materials on the shelf, "I'd rather not, most find such dolls to be... unnerving. Truly, you are far more composed than I would've presumed."
"Maybe some might." Neiro shook his head and gestured with his free hand towards the shelved dolls, "Anyone can tell just by looking, there's so much care in their handicraft." he marveled, gently feeling the fine stitches of the cloth. "You put so much time and much effort into making these. It's hard to find something unsettling it's your passion."
The albino stared appreciatively at the doll in his hands. Brilliant crimson mane shone in multicolored tones of Autumn spectrum and the doll met his gaze evenly with a confident, fiery, and tenacious stare, mouth smirking with a handsome curl of the lips.
Though it was but half finished, it practically exuded of a strong character. It was as if it was holding his stare on its own. But there was something oddly familiar about the doll. Or perhaps it was the smoldering determination of their gold-flecked eyes, like embers.
"Eh? Silas is this--?"
The brunette nodded, clearing his throat, in what could've been embarrassment, "Estavia."
"You should show them!" Neiro glanced at the other dolls, come to think of it they all looked rather familiar.
"Definitely not." Silas immediately shot down, shaking his head. Where was that piece? He narrowed his eyes, and pulled a jar down. "I may take from them my inspiration but few take well to such a strange craft."
"No way, I'm sure they'd like it." he turned the doll appreciatively in his hands as he held it.
"I highly doubt that they'll find it flattering."
"Hmmm." Neiro hummed and went back to admiring Silas's handiwork, "Such a pity. An Artisan's work is mean to be appreciate, Si."
Silas scoffed and placed the jar back. Ah, there was the piece he was looking for.
Neiro glanced up as the other appeared at his side, reaching over to tuck the doll's hair behind their ear. A dainty pink flushed peony held it up and the sight gave Neiro pause.
"It-it suits Esti well." he marveled.
"I know." Silas looked away, "Though it may not be my place, I believe they would agree."
One may not think so what with Esti's passionate nature and assumed identity, but the brunette didn't miss her forlorn glances that lingered on such feminine adornments. The redhead could appreciate beauty, even in the weak dainty things she oft scoffed and turned her nose at.
"Do you think you can make a bigger one?"
"The doll?"
His short flatmate shook his head, "The flower, can you make a bigger one?"
Oh.
"You want me to make one for Esti."
The albino swiveled the lollipop again and nodded, a shy grin at his lips.
Silas stared, letting out a silent sigh in mock exasperation. He lifted his shoulders and dropped them again in the same half-hearted shrug, "I'll have it done by tomorrow."
Another nod and enamored grin.
Neiro had never shown romantic interest in another, not once in the Time he had known him. Then Esti appears out of nowhere, dropping in from the sky, literally speaking, gives his small companion an all encompassing hug, and the albino was head over heels. Or as head over heels as Neiro could be.
Well, he could certainly see why.
Silas lowered himself into the seat slowly, hand searching the table for a wire spool.
Esti was certainly attractive, a quality he himself wasn't completely unaffected by. Truly her fire burned bright.
Then there was Neiro, his genuine, carefree, and merry personality, so loveable and kind.
Both of them bore thoughts that warmed him.
It'd be a lie to say he wasn't a little envious of the two. Aside from their haleness in body, optimism, and kinesthetic intelligence and aptitude, the two were spending quite a bit of Time together, and any fool could see why.
The brunette forced it down, a part of him worried that Neiro wouldn't remain by his side for long, and neither did he have a right to keep the albino there. Not when the other had a whole life ahead of him to live.
Besides, his condition would only worsen. Things would only become more cumbersome with Time, not better.
But he had already lived long enough.
A bitter smile graced his lips. However short that may have been.
"Si?"
He started at his name, "What is it?"
And then there were arms around his shoulders, engulfing him in a hug. A small face made itself known at his nape, nuzzling into the exposed skin, "Your hands are shaking, it's okay to do it later. Besides, it's tea time!"
Moments like these seemed to grip him more often than before. This Time he blamed it on the albino's unannounced entrance, and walking into a rather private moment.
It was something he'd rather had kept undercover.
Loneliness, fear, anxiety, and worry.
He smiled down appreciatively at his flatmate, brows creased as he took in the sight of his greying companion, burning this image into his memory.
So that when the albino was gone, he would at least have the memories.
But for now Neiro was urging him away, and he complied, moving to the couch in the inner sanctum of their home.
There his companion nudged him onto the cushions, pulled the throw over him, and went to fetch some tea mix that Silas had prepared earlier that day.
He chuckled as Neiro returned along with the tea and an unmentioned platter of snacks. How like him to try and sneak a few treats in.
"Who said you could help yourself to the raspberry crumble?"
Neiro threw him a cheeky grin of perfectly white teeth, as he set the tray down, "Me!"
Silas snorted and pulled the other down beside him, mussing his hair as the other gasped for air between fits of laughter.
Esti blinked at the white and pink flower Neiro had presented with a grand flourish, down on one knee and everything. Standing off to the side, Silas was ignoring the both of them and their flair for the dramatic in favor of his drink.
If it weren't for the slight quirk of his lips, the redhead would've believed the whole fiasco to have slipped his notice entirely.
"So uh--what's the-" Esti glanced down at the flower again, "-occasion?"
What even was it? It looked like a cross between a carnation and a rose. Neiro said something earlier but she didn't quite catch it between a face full of petals and the hilarity of the exaggerated manner of the albino presenting them.
"Do you like it? Silas made it!"
In the back Silas finally spoke, "Don't drag me into this."
Picking up the trinket the redhead stifled a laugh, "It's nice--but you know I don't wear these Neiro."
It truly was well made, and so detailed too.
"Try it on, please?"
"Well..."
Neiro held it out for him, earnest eyes and blinding smile.
Well, he was already here, and they did go through the effort of procuring such a piece. Might as well, it couldn't hurt to try it on.
"Just for a little, I'm not used to wearing dainty things. I might break it." Esti tucked a curl behind his ear and knelt so their short statured friend could pin the flower on.
Straightening up the Neophyte chanced a glance in the mirror. It did look quite nice. Strands of red and gold flashed as they caught the sunbeams.
Off to the side Silas peered at the two in his peripheral. Esti was trying for disinterest, but those blood red eyes were a smidgen too wide and that voice a tad too eager.
Seems like Neiro hit the nail straight on the head. The brunette had to commend him, though he doubted that anyone else would've been able to coax the same from their redheaded acquaintance.
For the longest Time Esti had remained withdrawn, her zest and zeal all but gone. Even after being released from the hospital ward, she'd make herself scarce and none of them could hardly catch more than a quick wave or flash of red before they darted off.
This had been difficult for the albino he was sure. Even getting the Neophyte to come must've been a hefty undertaking.
Frankly speaking it was a bit of a surprise in itself that Neiro had managed to get Esti to wear it. Looking at her now, smiling and laughing in the sun, it was hard to imagine the reservations she had with associating with anything of feminine nature. Though having seen into her memories, it was easier to understand why the redhead saw it as weakness and frailty, and why she feared it so.
Neiro was a salve, his presence soothing the hurt around him.
"Sy, it looks great don't you think?" Neiro cried out, a mere four or so feet away.
"Neiro." The Invalid scowled, "Hush."
Esti cocked his head. Neiro hadn't been all that loud. The albino whispered, "Sensitive ears." and gestured towards his own.
"I heard that."
That sent the two behind him into muffled laughter.
Silas turned in his seat and took in the sight of Esti with her hair tucked by the pin. It had looked good in his peripheral but seeing it now fully, "It's an improvement. You should wear it more often."
"See! Even Silas likes it!"
"I never said I liked it." Silas shot back, brows knit together as Neiro waltzed over to him, a mischievous grin on his face. The albino threw his arms around his mid much to his chagrin, locking his hands and keeping the other from pushing him off.
Esti just smiled and thanked them quietly. Somehow it wasn't the same as being cheered on from the sidelines, or the compliments he oft heard commending his skill and deftness with physical fitness.
Agility, balance, power, speed, coordination, and reaction. The 6 vital components that made up physical skill. Even so he went beyond that, and it wasn't unusual for him to hear praise for his grace and form.
This though, was something they weren't accustomed with.
It was strange and oddly embarrassing to take a compliment, and to have something given to you.
An odd gift, both the hairpin and the compliment.
He looked up at an indignant cry and laughed at the sight of Neiro having climbed into Silas's lap and nibbling with all the innocence he could muster on the man's slice of tiramisu.
"
Thank you Neiro." Esti grinned as the brunette sighed and caught his stare. Silas gave him an exasperated half shrug at the antics of his flatmate, "
... and Silas."
The redhead laughed openly and joined them at the table, making an attempt to nab the slice of cake Neiro was jealously guarding.